Hey, Oh

Hey oh... listen what I say oh

Come back and hey oh, look at what I say oh

The more I see the less I know

The more I like to let it go - hey oh, woah...Snow (Hey Oh), Red Hot Chili Peppers


My mind wandered this morning, as it often does.  I created a new blog under a new name and left this one behind.  I was going to work hard to create a new following.  I would become totally anonymous again and spill forth all my secret thoughts and feelings that I no longer share here.  The blog was supposed to be a solace.  Now it seems to work against me.

Destruction leads to a very rough road

But it also breeds creation... Californication, Red Hot Chili Peppers

In the past I wrote pieces and was complemented by the faceless mass of readers.  New the readers all have faces and they are mostly silent.  What I don't mind being read by some, I fear being read by others.  The verbal game of  "what are you thinking" is tipped, and not in my favor.  It is not worth the gamble.

I like pleasure spiked with pain

Music is my aeroplane

It's my aeroplane ... Aeroplane, Red Hot Chili Peppers