Move Along

The words from past posts still seem stronger then the those of today. Then again I tend to live in the past don't I?

Vindicated still is the song of the moment playing over and over in my head. Max and I were watching Spiderman II, Vindicated is the song that plays as the credits begin to roll. I don't know what it means and I've already used for a post--I don't like reusing a song.

I was telling friends about all the sales going on in the mall. I bought a few things for myself. Things that were to cheap to pass up, not things I really need. I complained I had no one to buy for anymore. #1 used to love most anything I'd pick up for her. They tell me I need to enjoy buying for myself.

I get told I am supposed to love myself. I am supposed to be putting me first. Where is the fun in that? Images of my friends slip through my head, I want to talk to someone but I'm not sure who. I'm not sure I know what I want to say. I want to change my focus. I want to eliminate the negative and focus on the positive. It is hard (see negative thought right there). I think I am used to thriving on the negative emotions.

I want someone to come along and ignite those sparks. I want to love someone. I know I should be saying, "I want someone to love me." Strangely, that's never been as important.

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along, Move Along, All American Rejects